What do I want to do?

 Today as we were being lectured in my photojournalism class about maybe attending the Art Institutes for college, I was thinking in my head, "What do I really want to do with my life?" I've always wanted to be a plastic surgeon, but after looking at all the schooling it would take, I've given up on that. Other things that I'm sort of good at are: giving massages, and graphic design. So what kind of career could I make out of that that would pay me enough? Being a graduating senior is hard. For me it was easy, but watching everyone else struggle made me stress! After I finish my 2 years at the community college, I'm transferring, and that's going to stress me out!

So really... what do I want to do with my life? I don't think anyone really knows that they want to be a doctor, or a porn star, or a cell phone receptionist. Of course, I live in a small, bum-fuck town. So that's all there really is. Besides a fast food job. Well, on that note.. I still don't know. But I need to figure out in the next year.

My first blog.

 Well, this is the first time I've ever done something like this. It's quite weird to me, because I've been on social networking sites before, and I can speak my mind... to a limit. So maybe this will be my output? I don't know. I don't even know if I'll ever use this again in my life. I was just bored and looked at someone else's blog on this site and thought it might be stress relieving if I got one. So here it is. Maybe this will work out and it will be good and I'll post all the time! But knowing me, I probably won't. It's nice just to type freely. I like this.